Friday, August 5, 2011

Wow.... are you porous?

Alright, I honestly never thought I would say this...

"I would NOT have seen this"

OK, so there aren't many things these days that make me say, "Yea, I get that".

Adele's song, "Set Fire to the Rain" ... CRAP... I GET THAT.

So, I'm thinking along the lines of how "I get that". Right? And before I realize it, I am enjoying an evening with my family. Something that I have done many, many months before. BUT ...

this time is different.(and no, Adele's song doesn't trigger this! Ha-ha!) 

This time... I realize ...

Something AMAZING...

That being, I would not have experienced this evening (or last, or tomorrow) if I had succeeded in 2008.

This understanding is amazing! I cannot express it properly with !!!!!!!'s. But to say the least, it is part of recovery. 

I cannot find the words right now, but I wanted to post something that resembled the amazement that I feel. Tonight, a game of monopoly (Sponge-bob Monopoly) a few laughs, a few songs, all... would NOT have happened had I succeeded three years, four months ago to end this...end this...

this wonderful life that I have built.

MJ